Seldom Pleasures!!

Oh the crazy little world out there, Tells me what affection is. Oh but see that they are unaware, Of what my world is.. Known with few, Little bitter facts, They judge me with their amazing tacts.. I smile and wonder, With a grin on my face, Do i need to answer, Those eyebrows raised... Oh the crazy little world, U know I love you still, You are my companion, In the march with nill.. I walk with you, And with that grin on your face, Oh crazy little world, Lets rock this place..  

Oh two years later, I come to this place, Once I called home, but nothing feels the same. There is no sensation of belonging There is nothing left for longing.. This place no more feels like home, There is nothing left I could call hope. It's strange how memories play the game, It's stranger how fate changes names.. Each moment I spend here, I want to run way back there, To the city where I found love, In each moment I feel like a dove Not to the one which tamed me enough, Not to the one which defamed me rough, It's true what people say, Home is not an address, It's not a lane, It's where you find people that care, For you they are strength in journey so rare, Cities will change and so will the names But memories with some, Will always cherish like a fair That's where I will call it a home, Not just another but my only one.

It's just a few days from now, A dreamer that I met, Who spoke so much about it, Still I was not convinced… But the Sparks in his eyes, Did have the confidence, To rule the world, With his Herculean influence.. I have seen the spark, Somewhere, sometime before, I have known that heart, As Greek as Achille’s roar, Maybe it's just the belief which he carries, May be he was born for numerous magics… I now know I belong here, To dream it big and make it rare.. In built so strong I see a kid, He’s a dreamer with his own tricks.. Now I am sure of miracle’s sphere, This is where the history will gear, The team so strong in bonded knit Let's be the ones with that Perfect hit...

They wont ask how you felt,  They wont ask what just failed, They wont ask how long you have faced, They wont ask did u really made mistakes... They judged then and they will judge now, I wished it then and I wish the same somehow. Being a girl why they ask me to sail, Was it only me whose responsibilities failed.. May be for once he did lie, May be for once he manipulated the highs. May be what he said had never abide, May be his ways were never wise. What they told me , happens with all, I never saw non trending at all. What they told me I needed to accept, Such a mockery on relationships. They said once trust was the base, Then why when it shattered, They changed their ways. Why the rules weren't made the same. For my skin and curves, why they refrained. It has happened with her , same happened with me, He distrusted the breed called she. Still they never asked she’s to explain, For them he was wise and we were lame. She too begged like I did, But no

काश ज़िन्दगी मेरी किताब होती, जो लिख देता वैसी ही आबाद होती, छोटी ही सही कोई तो पढ़ता, कुछ पन्ने पलटकर, कुछ पर थम जाता, उम्मीदों की स्याही से कलम मेरी आजाद होती, ज़िन्दगी काश मेरी एक किताब होती। ज़ेहन में आता जो बस यूं ही लिख देता, परवाह न नज़रियों की होती, ना गिले शिकवों का अंदाज़ा होता। पढ़ कर मेरी कहानी, कहीं कोई तो मुस्कुराता। कुछ लम्हों में सिमटते अफसाने होते, उन्हीं अफसानों मे कहानी मेरी बयां होती, काश ज़िन्दगी मेरी किताब होती। गुमां होता मुझे हर पन्ने की फ़ज़्ल पर, कि हर पन्ना एक दौर का आइना होता। बेखौफ से कुछ अरमानों सी बेधड़क सी कुछ बेबाक सी, होती मेरी कहानी भी ऐसी, जैसे बाग़ी कोई रूह जवां होती काश ज़िन्दगी मेरी एक खुली किताब होती।