Heal the World!

I look back in time, sitting on a chair, kept in my balcony.. not many but just a few years ago. As the wind brushes my hair and whispers in my ears, it reminds me of how the time has flown so fast with its lightening speed. It still feels as if it was just yesterday when I used to sit quietly in the middle of night, trying to figure out what would be my life be like in years to come...

That feeling still gives me goosebumps. The anxiety of uncertainty still thrives through my body. My veins come closer to my skin. A lot has changed. Nothing has been as per the plan. Better or worst, cant say, but a lot has been written in this short chapter of life. The life which started in an extremely innocent manner and started its journey of experiences. That was the time when, we saw things and learnt about it. When we adapted to changes around slowly and gradually. When things seemed pretty simple. The biggest confusion that time was just to understand b is towards right and d is towards left. At that point of time my right and left were still worst confusions of life. Now we have grown up to realize that it was all because of stupid and commonly recognized syndrome called Dyslexia. The more we had grown, the more we learnt about complications in life.
My biggest challenge as a grown up still remains the same. To understand these complications. The people around have become fewer but not necessarily better. Their innocence has been replaced by egos, their empathies have found a replacement with their judgments. All their desires have resulted in demands, that too the forceful ones. How far will we go with such extremes.
The generation is changing. We are becoming pessimists, impatient and aggressive, as each day is passing. We are loosing the ability to understand and accept. Now our understanding is going through a filter of selfish desires.  We are only willing to listen to things which are in our favours. We have forgotten about the fact that favourable things or conditions never gave birth to innovations and inventions. 

Do we really need these changes to occurs in our lives. We love but we are scared to tell, we are guilty but unable to except our flaws, we are living but what happiness is, we die exploring. How hard is it to live a simple life with simplest of desires. How hard is to find happiness in things which mattered the most a few years ago. We do wish to go back in time, but none dares to accept that we do. Isn't our egos, our desires growing bigger than our mere existence. May be we are just hesitant in this moment, may be the next moment has nothing in it. Are we waiting for someone to come and shake us and tell us - we are alive as humans, as social animals. Someone to come and tell us that tomorrow will be the end of our lives, and then only us to realise this life is to have empathy towards others, to spread the happiness across, to accept the changes happening and adapt accordingly to make this earth the most beautiful place for any kind of existence.

Lets not wait for the moment , when we loose all to realise we cant go back in time. lets make this place a happier place and the place we dreamt of as kids. :)